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dreams in which I'm dying.
25th-Sep-2010 06:06 pmmandy = lazy whore
glee kurt
 I feel so ridiculously alone right now. 
I want to get over it, because both Laura and Tristian are in a far worse off place than I am right now. I need to get over it. I need to be okay. 
25th-Sep-2010 02:30 ammandy = lazy whore
glee kurt
 I'm too fucking worried and depressed to even talk about this shit. I'm only writing because I want to cut and I'm too tired to find a sharpie to draw a butterfly and too scared out of my mind to go to sleep.
5th-Sep-2010 10:21 ammandy = lazy whore
glee kurt
 Laura sent me a drunk text last night. I was able to interpret the word "sorry" several times, "fucked up" and "regret." I have no idea what the fuck she was trying to tell me. AND THIS IS WHY I DO NOT APPRECIATE DRUNK TEXTING. OR DRUNKEN PHONE CALLS.

I'm a little pissed off, She knows better.
And I really miss my best friend. Even though she wouldn't care in the least, I still wish I could rant to her about it. Ugh I hate myself for missing her like this. She doesn't care at all. She's too busy figuring out her "new lifestyle." God, is it tomorrow yet? At least then I wouldn't have to try so hard to be distracted. I would just have something to do. 

I need to get dressed. Church starts in 20 minutes.

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